I want to move to California.
I'll post whatever i like.
Feel free to ask.
i’m always looking elsewhere, and i hate it.
i am so split in two, like i’m half and half, and its taking all of my energy, its so cliche, but its true, i’ve been so tired and moody and snappy, i’m so confused. Anyone that knows me, knows i’m super happy and loud and cheerful, i’d rather laugh than be serious, but this last week has not been like that. I know its a stressful time for myself with results etc anyway, but could you please just put me out of my misery, push me to one side, i wish i knew what to do, half of me wants to let you go, move on, just be single and enjoy myself, but the other half (which doesnt come out very often) is fighting that urge, part of me wants more than anything to be with you, properly, and to have you here and for us to just be okay, all we’ve done recently is argue or you’ve pissed me off. I just need something from you, you tell me you’ll make more effort, you tell me a lot of things, but i just wish you would make it more believabe :(
